♥ Sunday, April 22, 2007 ♥
4:24:00 PM
in another perspective, i must say probably it was a right decision to stop everything during mid july. which at least, i had the chance to focus on my education. but sometimes i wondered, if everything continuted on, probably i'd have scored better? cuz i know, for certain subjects when i was taking during 'O', my mind was still filled with you you and still YOU. i imagined u to be there with me and everything.
only months and months later, did i have the guts to speak out what i've been thinking all day long. it has been a pain for so long.. i really wanna be friends back with you again. but why i cant see that opportunity coming towards my way. but if it really comes, can i really make the right decision? i guess it's goanna be something very embarrassed la. *hais*
only after 9 months, 9 months of my life later did i really find out wad i really want in my life. i have found out what i really want in my life and that's to achieve my best in NYP. at least that's what i'm aiming for now. i really wanna get a degree in NUS!! =DD
